9/9/09 09:12 pm
2nd week of school has resumed, though i'm taking a full load of five classes this semester, i'm not so much preoccupied by it but the fact that outside things are going on, its pretty hard to concentrate.
I just wish it was that easy to forget or to not care.... how to.
-maybe talking to me about it first would have been better by coming up with an agreement rather than cut me off from your life just like that i'm guessing it hurt me more than it hurt you
-maybe not giving up so easily would show that you really wanted it to work
-maybe telling the actual truth would have made it easy to get over you
-maybe, just maybe a little text/call to see how i was could have even mattered if you cared that much
or
-maybe i'm just asking too much, no?
i'm taking it day by day but its still hard, i try to keep a straight/happy front but as soon as i come home from a long and tiring day from school, all the thinking comes back.
it sucks, it really does.
thinking that it'll probably last was just too good to be true
plus, i really wonder what you're thinking cause from my point of view, it seems you don't care anymore
i'm just not having a great day today so i had to let it all out!
jetskiing on friday, something to really look forward to finally.
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